Inputs and Outputs

Well, I assumed this is a no brainer.
What you put in, will be what you get out.
Unless of course, you are a magician.


Well, you cannot expect to grow an orange tree with apple seed.


So, what you put into your thoughts will manifest and bloom into fruits.


Try listening to a song for half a day. The later half, you will probably be humming it or singing the song already.


See, this is so simple and yet so dangerous.
Yes, dangerous.
If you are having bad thoughts, think what kind of fruits will bloom from it?
If you watched porn over and over again, do you think you can look at the opposite sex without imagine them being naked?


But, I did say. It is simple.
To plant, first decide what fruits do you want.
Human are greedy but it is good to want more, our creator has plenty to offer and thus is abled to give us more than what we can ever imagine.


If you want Joy, plant sharing, helpful, enjoyable...
If you want Love, plant giving, patience, compassionate...
If you want Hope, plant your confidence in the Lord (Jesus)


Remember that what you sow, you will reap from it.
Along our years, we will plant rights and maybe plenty of wrongs.
Do not worry if the wrongs are overwhelmed, Jesus take into the account of your last fruits.
For as long as you turn to him, all will be turn right.
This, is the greatest gardener of all who can turn your wrong inputs into good outputs.
He, is a true magician.

Learning the hard way

I am a stubborn person.
I am someone who seeks to see it to believe it.
I am usually logical.
I am fairly smart so seldom wrong mistakes.


Yes, I am. That's the hardest thing to change when I AM is bigger than anything else in the World.
However my Lover, Jesus, does not want me to burden myself with I am.
HE IS, my savior and HE IS the ultimate release of I AM.


This, is one of the HARDEST way I had to learn when I found Christ.
Part of it is stubbornness that I am unwilling to let go of I AM.
Part, is I do not know how to. I spent my life in I AM and now? To totally go for a free fall?
How do I do it?


Jesus had gently lead me in to believing I can let go.
When I see that He is wiser, He is in ultimate control, He is powerful!
He (Who in the very nature of God) is able!


Let say you and your friend are in the mid of forest trekking.
Your friend is well trained in map reading and you... do not anything about the directions.
Who will you task to read the map and steer the direction?


If you answered, him. You aint too bad in realizing whats good for the situation.
If you say: I might try. Then its obvious, you do have some pride issue, my friend.


If you let him lead you, it will be a lot easier.


But HOW? I cannot even see Jesus. You must be joking!
Nope. Once you accepted Jesus, he is and always with you.
Holy spirit dwells in you will guide you. You will know you have a compass installed straight in your heart. Listen and be calm, at peace.
The compass will guide you in the direction, faster than you can even make the way out!


Listen for his voice and his guidance.
I spent a long time circling the same mountain! Yes, so I am the latter.
I was stubborn. However I know, as long I let go. He is here for me. Always and forever.

I found my Lover

It is not a wish, it is a need that everyone is searching since we were born.
We are looking for LOVE.
Looking to be with the someone whom we will never be alone, never be rejected, never to hurt again.


Yes, lucky me, I found mine!


Should I say, He, found me.
After a love chase of more than 10 years, he never gave up in pursuing me.
Even when I ignored him, I do not give me any of my attention, he stayed.
He ensures I am protected, ensures that I am not hurt and shelters me, even I am not aware of his 'behind-the-scene' works.
He gave me 100% respect and freedom in my actions and words, He never controls me.
He is gentle and patient, he smiles when I smiles, cries when I cries.
He is a true MAN.


When the day I turned away from the callous world and into his arms, I then know his goodness and his love for me.
So, please allow me to introduce my lover, his name is Jesus.


I recalled the day when I first spoke to him : Hello? ...and that's started our love journey.
No, I am not out of my mind.
Only those who had know him, truly knows his presence and his love.
Jesus, is real.


I had been in love for 3 years with Jesus, until I was straying off when someone comes along in my life. However, I was silly not to check the red flags and got wooed away.
The physical boyfriend I had, had trampled on the love I gave.
I do not blame him at all, in fact I feel hurt and upset because he did those hurtful things because he is hurt inside. He used to had Jesus too but he had stray off too far.
All he need to do is to call. Call to Jesus and he will be saved.
For Jesus's talent is to find any lost sheep and gather them back to his Father's kingdom.
Yes, my Jesus is formidable and he is rich, but truly humble.
(Luke 15)


If you ever need to know my Lover, just call to him.
No formality, just ask if He is Jesus and invite him to you.


I know that once I found him, I am free and loved.


May The Ultimate Lover be with you too.


God Bless.